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Monday, February 15th, 2010

    Time Event
    12:40a
    He took a deep breath and blew it out slowly“I...
    He took a deep breath and blew it out slowly“I saw how you loved JamieThat was always
    really obviousI guess I should have seen that you loved Jared, tooMaybe I didn't want toYou came here for the two of themYou love them both, the same way Melanie
    didAnd Jared…”
    He was looking away, staring at the wall over meI had to look away, tooI stared at the
    sunlight where it touched the red door
    “How much of that is Melanie?” he wanted to knowDoes it matter?”
    I could barely hear his answer Without looking at me or seeming to
    notice what he was doing, Ian took my hand tan gucci watch again
    It was very quiet for a minuteEven Melanie was still
    Then, as though a switch had been flipped, Ian was his normal self again
    “Time is on my side,” he said, grinning“We've got the rest of our lives in hereOne day you'll
    wonder what you ever saw in Jared
    I laughed with him, happy he was joking again
    “Wanda? Wanda, can I come in?”
    Jamie's voice started from down the hall and, accompanied by the sound of his jogging steps,
    ended right outside the door
    I already had my hand held out to him before he shrugged the door asideI hadn't seen him
    nearly enough gucci bag fake latelyUnconscious or crippled, I hadn't been free to seek him out
    “Hey, Wanda! Hey, Ian!” Jamie was all grins, his messy hair bouncing when he movedHe
    headed for my reaching hand, but Ian was in his waySo he settled for sitting on the edge of my
    mattress and resting his hand on my foot“How are you feeling?”
    “Better
    “Hungry yet? There's beef jerky and corn on the cob! I could get you someHow are you? I haven't seen you much lately“Sharon gave me detention“What did you do?”
    “Nothing His innocent expression was a bit overdone, and he quickly
    changed the subject“Guess rolex watches gmt master what? Jared was saying at lunch that he didn't think it was fair for
    you to have to move out of the room you were used toHe said we weren't being good hosts
    He said you should move back in with me! Isn't that great? I asked him if I could tell you right
    away, and he said that was a good ideaHe said you would be in here
    “I'll bet he did,” Ian murmured
    “So what do you think, Wanda? We get to be roomies again!”
    “But Jamie, where will Jared stay?”
    “Wait–let me guess,” Ian interrupted“I bet he said the room was big enough for threeHow did you know?”
    “Lucky guess
    “So fake cartier watch that's good, isn't it, Wanda? It will be just like before we came here!”
    It felt sort of like a razor sliding between my ribs when he said that–too clean and precise a pain
    to be compared to a blow or a break
    Jamie analyzed my tortured expression with alarmNo, I mean but with you, tooThe four of us, right?”
    I tried to laugh through the pain; it didn't hurt any worse than not laughing
    Ian squeezed my hand
    “The four of us,” I mumbled
    Jamie crawled up the mattress, worming his way around Ian, to put his arms around my neck
    “Don't worry about it
    “You know I love chanel shoulder bag you,

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